YounG KilLeR....

Dear Readers,

           Every year there are so many young teenagers and young adults that fall into the web of some drug such as smoking, marijuana, alcohol, or another addiction. Giving up is probably one of the most difficult steps of a reforming individual. In support of all my friends that have decided to quit smoking I have written the following poem displaying the inner dilemma of a addict.

Putting out the Fire

Breathe the fire

Let it storm your body

Rage and consume your soul

It’s your need and desire

Blood pumping in your veins

Hot, consuming and itching

Hands trembling with impatience

Eyes bloodshot showing no gain

Just once more

Your mind screams for it

You give in to the lust

Passions winning the war

Regret fills your body moments later

No turning or looking back

Path for destruction has been chosen

Sleeping demons stir

One choice changed your life

Took away your chance at everything

Time slipped away like water

Slow and steady with a serene gentleness

Why?

Because you breathed fire

You had a need a strong desire….

If you have friends that suffer from a serious addiction...help them loose it and help them overcome it. Remind them of the consequences for the future. Make a change !

Supporting and Loving,

ℓα∂у ∂αвααηg

I'm BaCKKk......

Dear Readers,

So as an important message I wanted to say that according to me there are two things that are very important in every relationship and that is trust and sacrifice. Without these two things it is impossible to have the perfect relationship. At some point in time we all have to give up something and show extreme faith and trust in our partner. So while I was thinking about these two things I went back to dabbling at poetry. I hope you like the two poems... the second one is my favorite because I have applied a new technique of response. Hopefully that poem has the effect I wanted it to have.

Walking Away

He makes me mad

He makes me wait

He makes me frustrated

But still I give him my heart on a silver plate

His eyes make me smile

His see’s in me what others can’t see

His pranks make me feel young

His hand in mine is how it’s supposed to be

Things are never are… how they are meant

He wants and cares for another

She brings a smile on his face

I’m handing him over to her

I’m walking away from him

Because his happiness means the world to me

He’s gave me more than I could want

Now it’s my turn to return the favor and set him free

May she love him like I always did

Care for him how I never could

Take his sorrow and pain

Hold is hand like I would…

It Will Be Better This Time

I made a mistake

I betrayed your trust

Forgive me… take me back

I got carried away in lust

I look back at our pictures

Those moments that we spent

The love that you showered on me

I know that I have left a permanent dent

I will be the best this time baby

I won’t let you down

I’ll be by your side whenever you look

Give me a chance don’t let me drown...

You say you made a mistake

You want to redo what you have done

It’s too late and everything has changed

You can hide from what you have done but not run

When you look at old pictures…. you see love

I see deceit, betrayal, and all the pain of your memory

I trusted you ...I loved you like no other

All I received in return was cold treachery

You crushed me beneath your lies

Didn’t even give me a chance to breathe

You already have drowned me

You ask me to save you

But the dead can’t give life

P.S. I hope you like them and see the emotion behind them :)

Feel the Love,

ℓα∂у ∂αвααηg

Bitter Happiness....

Dear Readers,

*IMPORTANT* >>>>> Before you read this post I would recommend that you watch this video------>
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=rDIN6KNilkU

      Oh my god...I'm back with another post. I know it so shocking and that I usually don't post like this. But hey every one can change and I'm trying. As I was surfing through you tube videos I saw this really pretty wedding couple. My first reaction was omg they look so gorgeous...second reaction was what is this video about.  It was Indian wedding highlights. I was pretty much captivated when I saw them start the wedding highlight. It is every young girl's dream. The day when she will get married and start her new life. Then as I tend to wander off....I wandered off into my own world and  started imagining my perfect wedding.

       Thinking about my wedding made me realize that as Indian girls how we leave behind our own families and adapt to a new family. It seem almost amazing when I think about it. As I was imagining myself in that position I almost think of it as a impossible scenario. I mean imagine a girl that is just tearing up at the thought of her marriage how she will react when it actually will happen. The thought of leaving my parents makes me shiver and scared. I don't think I can leave them, but we shall see when the moment comes. So reach out to me my Indian ladies and men on what your thoughts are about the day of your marriage....even though it maybe ages away.

Dreaming of her marriage,
ℓα∂у ∂αвααηg

P.S. I spent a lot of my time watching these videos....I know how retarded you must think I am but it had its moments. So if you want to see something really funny watch the video link below and watch from 2:13 and particularly notice the groom's hands....made me laugh so hard and he does it again at the end.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=2d2iYc3_PUg&feature=plcp&context=C426e3deVDvjVQa1PpcFMVnL6F8VGNSiIDK_4aJAX6phii8fRN9tw%3D

WhaT GOes ArOunD...COmeS BacK AroUnD

Dear Readers,

         Okayyyyyyyyyyyyy... so I'm back after I don't know  how many days....oh look exactly a month. So in the past month I have been coming back home a lot from college and I started thinking about things that I never really thought about before. It seem to me to be like some sort of epiphany was meant to strike my puny brain in the past month. Up until now I really posted only about my artistic side... my poor attempts to dabble at poetry. Readers I have decided to save you from the torture of my poetry for this post. I decided too touch other things that really effect me and describe the person that I am. That would be if you are interested in actually knowing what makes Lady Dabaang who she is.
        How many of you have actually read about what is happening in Egypt at the moment? Yes it seems a tad bit tedious to read about other countries when there is probably more than what you want is happening in your own home. But, the odd ball that I am I read about Egypt and one of the most fascinating revolutions of our time. The Egyptian revolution itself has been in immense discussion over the past few months. However, now since it has become the ideal display of today's power in the people the dream seems to be turning sour. It seem developing a democracy in Egypt is becoming just as hard and difficult as it has become in Iraq. It made me think that why is it so hard for democracy to be established  in Arab countries. Is it so important for us to establish democracies around the world? Is it truly an efficient system of government that we believe it to be?

        Think about the times when you hear about the bombings in the Middle East. This constant disturbance is it truly a revolution or is it something that many corporations are feed off and should be put to an end? Personally when I read about the anarchy of the Middle East it makes me wonder that if it is spreading so fast through out Asia will it reach us on the western side? Think about it....read about it....because sooner or later it will effect you.
     If you want to read more go here >> http://www.time.com/time/magazine/article/0,9171,2111248,00.html

Reading about Egypt,
ℓα∂у ∂αвααηg